Random crashes during grow

[matejsp]

I am not sure what is wrong, but migrating to haxmap introduced a lots of crashing in tests (random crashes).
https://github.com/quickfixgo/quickfix/pull/685/files

goroutine 130 gp=0x14000102700 m=5 mp=0x1400022a808 [running]:
runtime.throw({0x105053623?, 0x14000194570?})
	/opt/homebrew/opt/go/libexec/src/runtime/panic.go:1067 +0x38 fp=0x1400021d270 sp=0x1400021d240 pc=0x104b0f648
runtime.sigpanic()
	/opt/homebrew/opt/go/libexec/src/runtime/signal_unix.go:931 +0x224 fp=0x1400021d2d0 sp=0x1400021d270 pc=0x104b11364
github.com/alphadose/haxmap.(*element[...]).isDeleted(...)
	/Users/matej.spiller-muys/go/pkg/mod/github.com/alphadose/haxmap@v1.4.1/list.go:110
github.com/alphadose/haxmap.(*element[...]).next(0x105239fc0?)
	/Users/matej.spiller-muys/go/pkg/mod/github.com/alphadose/haxmap@v1.4.1/list.go:38 +0x74 fp=0x1400021d320 sp=0x1400021d2e0 pc=0x104f14a84
github.com/alphadose/haxmap.(*element[...]).search(0x105239fc0?, 0xe664a19d58b3cdf5, 0x62)
	/Users/matej.spiller-muys/go/pkg/mod/github.com/alphadose/haxmap@v1.4.1/list.go:87 +0x68 fp=0x1400021d350 sp=0x1400021d320 pc=0x104f147a8
github.com/alphadose/haxmap.(*element[...]).inject(0x105239fc0?, 0xe664a19d58b3cdf5, 0x62, 0x14000194570)
	/Users/matej.spiller-muys/go/pkg/mod/github.com/alphadose/haxmap@v1.4.1/list.go:61 +0x34 fp=0x1400021d3a0 sp=0x1400021d350 pc=0x104f14874
github.com/alphadose/haxmap.(*Map[...]).Set(0x10523e440, 0x62, {0x140000faa90, 0x1, 0x3})
	/Users/matej.spiller-muys/go/pkg/mod/github.com/alphadose/haxmap@v1.4.1/map.go:167 +0x144 fp=0x1400021d400 sp=0x1400021d3a0 pc=0x104f135d4

Any idea how to debug this since ti is very random.

I tried:

m.tagLookup = haxmap.New[Tag, field]() -> works
m.tagLookup = haxmap.New[Tag, field](1) -> works
m.tagLookup = haxmap.New[Tag, field](10) -> crashes
m.tagLookup = haxmap.New[Tag, field](100) -> crashes